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scribbled @ 12:46 AM
Okay, my blog might just as well be converted into a chatroom. I've neglected it for so long. A big big hug to those who keep my tagboard alive! I nearly wanted to bury this kitty blog once and for all. Then we would all hear meows and purring from its grave. For one, there is a misconception that Hello Kitty doesn't talk or make sounds because she hasn't got a mouth. Which is entirely untrue, if you have watched the Sanrio cartoon. There is simply no demand for mute characters. Anyway, moving on. Current life status: Half-dead. Whoever said we can just breeze through uni is a big fat liar, and I hope your pants catch fire. It's like sucking half the life out of my swelling body. Stress plus hormonal regulating pills plus no time to exercise equals to uncontrollable binging. If you get the equation. I think there is definitely a market for panda eyes remedy stickers now. Everyone I know has no time for sleep, or has trouble sleeping. But it's hard to tell which girls in the school are actually having this problem, since they are all trying to make their eyes look big and pretty with super thick eyeliners and what not. But seriously, some of them just look as though an octopus squirted black ink at their peepers.
Everything's just so crazy right now, I am still trying to juggle my homework, endless projects, piano, tuitions and all that without dropping any of the balls. Hopefully. Transition to this new kind of lifestyle has been so fast I can't even remember the details. Teachers are just rushing to finish tutorials and we are just rushing to finish them, with sub-standard quality and a hundred and one mistakes, for me that is. It's like suddenly we all miss JC because of its predictability and structured curriculum. And a proper class with people you can actually subconsciously think are your relatives. That's not to say there aren't any nice people around here. There are still people who can laugh at me laughing at myself (Ah, I miss my S12 girls), or actually sincerely find my corny jokes amusing. Like how hard is that. My mom used to say I'm like an alien from another planet because no one seems to share my frequency. But one thing I would definitely hate uni for, is taking my friends away. Some people have too much homework. Some people are too busy hanging out with their new friends, each cooler and more humorous than the one before. I don't know why I always have to make the first move to you know, make an effort to sustain our relationship. At one moment, someone can just stare at you with a sian face, at the next she's all perky trying to start a conversation with her new friend. This is not about jealousy or anything, it's more like she's someone you have gone through things with but now you realize you're nothing but just another forgettable acquaintance. I mean, friendships are definitely like investments. In an insenstive but practical sense. It's like you invest 50,000 and get a negative return of 10,000. Okay, actually I felt more like I got a return of 0. But after living 18 years of my life, I know better than to dwell on these kind of things. I am just going to forget these people and move on. Even if I am alone, I don't think I would be as afraid as before. I think I can stand up for myself now.
Today was one of the few times I went shopping by myself. Which was quite productive I must say. Got an exchange for a top and went to get a really nice and big duffel-like bag for only 5 bucks! Maybe I should do this more often. On the brighter note, the people at SE seems to be really nice. Maybe this time I would actually enjoy being in a CCA. There's always this pattern. I join a CCA, realize that I don't exactly have the talent in that area, become some kind of an extra, and come out with nearly zero lasting friendships. That's not exactly fulfilling, isn't it? Actually, come to think of it, even though business was an impulse choice, I may eventually come to like it afterall. I don't know why I can be so motivated to be proactive when it comes to starting something new, wanting to be an entrepreneur and all that. Let's just see how it goes.
Crying and fighting in hushed voices.
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scribbled @ 11:00 PM
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scribbled @ 12:54 AM
